June 05th, 2018

Who am I to say what is real? I am full of shit.

It looks the same, does it taste the same? 
Does it bring the same shame? 
Do you use the same name?
I won't run from self-blame.
But tell me
am I lame? 
Do I cower
from the flame?
Do you criticize my aim? 
Wonder what I stood to gain? 

Enough (whatever that means). 

I am proud of myself
making everything count
twice as much.

I am sister of sister of me.
Rise and fall of the family.
Heart collapsed and set me free
yet still I live with we.