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6/20/2019

Upon sight




​Clam up and play coy
waste my time and yours
smooth out desire,
another wrinkle.
Slowly turn into myself.
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5/18/2019

truth

It's 3am 
and I am crawling on my knees
sucking confetti from the floor
my kneecaps bruised
but I can't feel it
I am learning not to fear pain anymore
cause if I do
​it's all I'll do.

5/10/2019

I could (loud and wrong)

Sum of my parts or something more,
and who of you will tell me what me for?
Some of my parts are something more:
I'd rather be a bee than a bore.

No, not
bee but
something with wherefore.

I am a synthesizer
bloody blender
wish I were wiser

Will-o-wisp bluebird
I could kiss your lisp

No, not
kiss but
hold between my cheeks.

5/10/2019

I would (internalized)

I (DO/UNDO/REDO)

I did

3/3/2019

the best of the worst

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1/31/2019

Inconsistent at best

Play pretend I've met you:
now we're best friends and we get to
figure out the whos and whats and whys and hows we ought to be

half the future c(o/u)m(e/*)s to me 
the other half is up to me
to fill in all the blanks
you know it's hard to be an optimist these days.
Is it so violent
as my mind is implying it?
I don't even know you and you don't even know me.

--

I recoil 
you recoil back
I recoil
you recoil back

Pride, confliction:
have to be right
Pride, conviction:
no, hear my light

I reach out
​you reach out back.

11/30/2018

The best part of working from home?

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10/4/2018

a wink in time

Play pretend I've met you
now we're best friends
and we get to
figure out the whos and whats and whys
and hows we ought to be

Half the future comes to me
the other half is up to me
tohfilleinlallltheoblanks
you know it's hard to be an optimist these days.

Is it so violent 
as my mind is implying it?
I don't even know you 
and you don't even know me.
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8/30/2018

from your subject:

take it
don't break it--
I am yours for an hour
and I hold all the power
and despite my stature tower.

You are left with
memories
soft and sweet and
reveries
half-said thoughts and
pleasantries
I am bridge between our years--
I am made of lips and ears 
hollowed out and filled with tears
in my crook you creak and coo
masks do crack and so may you.

Though you are formidable
weakness is admissable
softness is forgivable,
oh spectator invisible.

7/10/2018

If you s(w)ing like a tree you will know

Swing my sorry sword
swing my sorry sword:
to take me at my word is absurd.

I know I am lured
I know I am heard
I am just a bird in your world;

I know I am lewd
I know nude am rude
Eros thus imbued am I h(ewe/ue)d? (I know.)
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