Dreams collapse, friendships fall apart

I've said I'm sorry but
it's never quite enough
and maybe you can tell
I've not completely given up
and yes, you love me but
you only love the parts you like
and oh I've tried to hide
but this I can't abide.

So what now?
You may hate me;
join the club,
I've joined it lately.
Or you may love me still
I know I always will.

I'll call me names
so you won't have to
mean but true
and I can laugh too
at myself and you
​and what we couldn't do.